Body has become so worn; it can no longer carry my name
Identity has crumbled and fallen
A cliff face carved out by surrender
A growing pile of crushed rocks
And shattered shards of my own alien reflection
Lay testament to slaughtered hopes that I will ever be well
Vitamin C is an antihistamine, it will help
Diatomaceous earth will help with the itch
Eucalyptus, neem and lavender oil will remove the sting
Salt and Epsom baths will alleviate your suffering
Daily doses of Abraham Hicks will ease your mind
Ahh yes blessed relief… oh no wait… is that another needle? Fuck…
I’m sure I’m losing my mind
I used to find solace within the solitude of myself
Curling up as small as I could
Black hole a safe retreat from a world that is too much
For one fragile human psyche to bear
Yet the hungry swords and violent spikes
That once threatened my skin
Now ready themselves from within
Attacked from my own surface
There is nowhere to hide
Antihistamines may relieve the pain
Cold showers help to flush away toxins
Dry brushing helps move the lymph
Osteopathy resets the nerves along the spine
This healer will remove curses from your ancestry
Remove all ferments, cheeses, nuts, dairy, most fruits, yeast, salt, flavour, fun, from your diet
Ahh yes blessed relief… oh no wait… is that another needle? Fuck…
However can I generate a calmer interface?
Between the essence of all divine I sense
And the little portion that identifies as me
Such a paper thin veil swims between the polarities
A veil that is wreaking wretched revenge
And yet I know not what my crime is
But it has dealt 1000 days of constant attack as punishment
This propolis will heal the virus in your spine
Kinesiology will heal old family patterns
Ginger and Turmeric lower inflammation and histamines
Kundalini yoga will boost immunity and shift lymph
Meditation will sooth your soul and reduces stress
Tea of turmeric, nettle, and chamomile will reduce the symptoms
These Chinese herbs will reduce the prickles
Ahh yes blessed relief… oh no wait… is that another needle? Fuck…
Every moment has become a constant management of experience
And all for what
A constant barrage
Bites, pricks, needles, stabs
From some dimension I cannot see
I think I’m finally losing my mind
And if I haven’t yet, I need to try harder
For this prick filled iron maiden is not fit for inhabitation
By a human kind
Fish oil is good for inflammation
Quercetin is great for allergies and inflammation
Homeopathy will ease the energy body
Running will eliminate toxins
Bare foot walks will help the earth soak up excess energy
A grounding mat will soak up your excess energy while you sleep
Acupuncture will help reduce the windy heat and settle your nerves
Ahh yes blessed relief… oh no wait… is that another needle? Fuck…
And so I remain perplexed
What is the meaning of this torture
How can I find a will to live
When my visions of wellness
Are constantly clouded over by the reality of torture